"That doesn't mean I want it right now," Nick responded with a sigh. "We're still so goddamn young. My business has taken off more than I ever thought it would in the last couple of years, and I just want to thrive on that for awhile. You know what adding another kid does in addition to taking more time? It's take more cash and why can't we just live comfortably for a little while before we add even more bills into things with babies? Not to mention IVF is fucking expensive, as are all the medical bills that comes with a pregnancy. We have a child, so you're not going to make me feel guilty with this like I'm somehow neglecting your wishes. We have a family, we have a happy and healthy child. You're making it out as if I'm saying not to every single thing we talked about once upon a time when we were still kids ourselves, and it's pissing me off! You keep repeating 'kids', like it was some sort of given, and it never was," he cried with a shake of his head.

He threw up his hands in frustration. "No. NO. You're missing the point here! Are you even listening to a word I'm saying. It's got nothing to with how we get a baby, it's the fact I'm not ready for another one yet! I'm not saying no more kids ever, I just don't want anymore now. I'm in my fucking mid-twenties, I want to live a little before I'm laden down with the freaking modern day Brady Bunch! You say 'long time' as if we're not, you know, only in our mid twenties. Kids was always a fantastical wish, especially as a gay guy. Just like if I said I'd love a holiday beach house in Miami or to live overseas every summer of every year. That doesn't mean I ever assumed it would happen, and it's annoying me you have made assumptions about our future without considering any other facet of it."